A new beginning.

This journey we have been on has been everything from heart breaking to inspirational. There have been days when I questioned God and his plan for us. There have been nights I laid awake wondering "why my baby". The tears we've shed could have filled rivers and the smiles we've had could bring the sun out of any cloudy day. But despite all the ups and downs this journey has brought, I am excited to say that this past week has done miracles for my heart and healed wounds I thought may never mend. Welcoming our new baby girl has lifted boulders from my shoulders in a way I can't quite describe. I look at her in all her perfection and grace and thank the heavens for the gifts we have. Through our daughter, I can start letting go of the fear and sadness that I thought I would always carry. There is still a lot of unknown factors to our little girl's future and whether she has inherited the same disease, but seeing the miracle she is and reminiscing about our son as a newborn has brought me peace. I find it hard to put into words, but can only sum it up by saying that I believe a new beginning of life and seeing our newest miracle, is just what my husband and I needed to look past a lot of the hardships we've had.
I feel like the luckiest mom in the world for my two precious babies! <3